Josh and I had been trying to get pregnant again since last June. We found out I was pregnant again on Halloween. I started Heparin shots on Election Day. Two weeks later they switched me to Lovenox shots and I've been on them ever since.
Last week I was sick and having a little post-traumatic stress. But I got an IV and some Zofran and that helped a lot. It is amazing how strong your mind can be. It just kept going back to last February and replaying the whole ordeal with Katlyn over and over in my head like a tape recorder. It made me so sick.
I want to believe everything will be okay and but since I haven't had a successful pregnancy yet, all I know is the tragedy that I experienced.
Today my friend Melissa brought me flowers at work. She got 1 pink rose for Katlyn and 3 red roses which represent me, Josh and our new baby. It was very touching, so I thought I would post a pic of them here.
7 comments:
The flowers are beautiful. Praying for you as you progress through your pregnancy... and that all goes uneventfully until the BIG event!
You all are in our thoughts as well. I think you've got a HUGE network of support out there sending all of you prayers. (I hated the lovenox shots, so I know what a stress that is...)
What a nice gift from a great co-worker! :)
It's going to get better, dear. Keep your mind and body strong for this new life, and never forget Katlyn.
:)
I have been praying for you since I first read your blog, and will continue to do so.
(hugs)
What a beautiful gesture. I love the meaning behind it all. My prayers for a wonderful journey to the beautiful end. And hugs to Katlyn.
your friend is very sweet Jenners...
you're in my prayers as well. those old tapes are hard to stop replaying...
peace to you sissy... ;)
Awww Jenny, that was so nice of your friend to get yout hose flowers!
I wish you all the best in the world!
I hope everything works out for you this time. You are in my thoughts!! I know it's hard not to stress out sometimes, but we are all here for you if you need anything!
BIG HUG TO YOU!
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